I’m feeling a bit inspired/vindicated coming from Kristen Lamb’s latest blog post, The Five Mistakes Killing Self-Published Authors. I don’t know that I intend to self-publish in the end, but I certainly don’t want to pull the cake from the oven too early.
If you’ve followed my recent updates, then you know I’m in the midst of major rewrites coming back from the Backspace Writers Conference in NYC. It was there I learned I still have quite a lot to learn. And even though I’d taken my manuscript to a higher level, I discovered I still had quite a bit higher to climb. Discouraging? Yes, at first. It’s a hard thing to face, realizing despite how much you’ve grown you’ve still got a little higher to go before you’ve arrived at presentable.
As a writer you’ll reach the point where your circle of friends (the non-writer ones) won’t have much more to say to you for improvement. They can’t write the story for you. So while it may be clear enough to read, the tension, the voice, the pacing, the scenes, everything that takes you from mediocre to masterpiece isn’t something most of them can typically communicate. They come at it with reader’s eyes, and readers are far more forgiving than an agent or editor will be.
That’s where the writing community can come in strong, if you’ll let it, if you’ll open yourself up to it. I disliked so much the false sense of mastery I thought I’d attained before feeling like a flop at my conference that I was determined from then on out to seek people who could tell me the truth. I scoured the advice I’d received from agents and I had new writer friends give me the cold, hard truth.
It is cold AND hard, but I knew if I wanted to be a great writer I’d have to face those flaws holding me back and be willing to conquer them.
So that’s where Kristen’s post comes in. Often we desperately are ready to trade what we want now (being published) for what we most want (being published successfully). It’s easy to self-publish, but the easy path isn’t always the right one. I suppose if we’re content to sell maybe a dozen or so copies of our books on Amazon then by all means dump it on there right away.
But if we’re looking for real, lasting success, it’s going to take grueling, patient, exhausting, frustrating, angry work to get there. Reading her post reaffirmed to me that at least for now I’m on the right track to the success I’m seeking and that it’s okay to take my time to get it right.
How about you? Do you find rewrites, edits, revisions difficult? Have you learned anything from it? What did you think of Kristen’s post? Tell us your experience in the comments below.